I’ve always known myself to be the talkative type. The one with overflowing self-expression. I even got myself into trouble because of this outgoing personality.
However, people have told me about another side of mine that I, initially, wasn’t really aware of. A lot of my friends have told me that I would often stare off the distance for a worrying amount of time. I must’ve freaked them out big time to a point where one of them thought that I was bipolar. Kaloka! I have no mental disorders but I do enjoy having internal monologues. There are moments that I’d rather have my thoughts accompany me than having people to do it. I have moments when I don’t feel like talking at all. And I had only realized this recently. Only started to appreciate it not long ago.
But dang, it sure is strange! To be extra and conservative at certain times. I believe experts have a word for it. Ambivert? Is that the medical classification of my personality? Well, whatever it is, I’m okay with the way I am right now. I just hope to balance it well so people don’t mistake me for being two-faced.