Life – Night Owl Thoughts

UNBOTHERED

My mind rushesTo overthink something that hasn’t happened yetIt jumps from one thought to anotherShould I stay unbothered? My eyes get tearyAt the mention of your nameIt’s one question after anotherHow do I stay unbothered? My chest hurtsTo ask, to speak, to knowIt wants clarity one way or anotherIs it right to stay unbothered?

22

I gave away 22 planners to different people for my 22nd birthday. It has been a long tradition to celebrate my even-numbered birthdays by giving back to the community. The recent ones I did were sponsoring the community pantry of my school during the pandemic and feeding street dwellers back in 2023. This year, IContinue reading “22”

Heart Check #3 – Set Things Free

Heart checklist is a series of realizations and experiences I got from loving the people I love. I had to break up with someone last year. It’s been a couple of months already, but I still find myself wondering sometimes. What would this year be like for us if the one before didn’t happen theContinue reading “Heart Check #3 – Set Things Free”

Heart Check #2 – It Won’t Always Be You

Heart checklist is a series of realizations and experiences I got from loving the people I love. One thing about me, I love deeply. Deep like the ocean. I marvel at the depth of people that hide in the shadows. The unknown of your being that I have yet to discover, I treasure it already.Continue reading “Heart Check #2 – It Won’t Always Be You”

Dear Future Me

I started journaling again. It’s been a while since my last entry. Something about this feels so therapeutic. Like when I started cleaning my room again after sometime. As I look back to these blank pages from days I didn’t have the time to write down how my day went, I thought, “This has toContinue reading “Dear Future Me”

Kinabukasan

Sa tuwing iniisip ko ang kahihinatnan ng binubuo nating relasyon, ‘di ko maiwasang ngumiti. Ito pala ang pakiramdam na makahanap ng taong gusto mong makasama sa bawat bundok at lambak ng buhay. Hindi pala puro kilig ang pag-ibig, may kirot ding kaakibat ang pagmamahal nang tapat. Higit kong nararamdaman ang ligaya sa bawat surpresa naContinue reading “Kinabukasan”

Still here

Sometime in 2021, I wrote a prose called Hidden Tears of the Silver Cloud. It was the first time I saw and felt that you’re down. I never knew the reason behind the heavy weight you carried that day. For all I know, you might still be carrying the same burden today. Now in 2024,Continue reading “Still here”

You must know

I wonder how confident you are with your knowledge of me. There’s no denying that you already know about the things that make me smile. I mean, you’re in that list. Perhaps you also know what I look like when I wake up in the morning. You’ll enjoy more of that in the future, hopefully.Continue reading “You must know”

2.00

“Your grades don’t define you. “ Yeah, they don’t. But boy did it rattle me so much getting a ‘dos’ for the first time in my college life! I don’t usually mind my grades too much before. However, now that I have a plan to do on my graduation next year, getting a 2.00 suddenlyContinue reading “2.00”

RESURFACE

Can buried feeling resurface once more?When the person you liked keeps coming back for more?More timeMore interactionsMore unsolicited attention It was the 7th of April 2023 when I decided to throw away the feelings I have for this one guy I’ve liked since the day his eyes lit up when I told him I watchContinue reading “RESURFACE”