Life’s been too hectic lately
Got so much to do yet so little time
But why is it that when I’m with you
All the time that exists is somehow mine to keep
How do you always make me smile,
and laugh,
and forget about the world for a while.
That Wednesday Afternoon
It’s not everyday that I look up to the sky
But today I did
And I saw that silly smile of yours
And I met your eyes that tell me you’re up to something
Was it a joke?
Or a wise remark?
I can’t remember but what I do know is that
whenever I look up to the sky
I’ll admire how the sunlight
touched your face on that Wednesday afternoon
As you stood there talking
Beside me
Unknowingly
this guy
If I should describe how he makes me feel,
words won’t do justice to the peace he reveals
It’s not really the face, nor the voice or what not
but he gets my attention just like that.
Just don’t get me started with the way that he thinks.
He’s just so intriguing that I forget when to quit.
What’s strange to me is knowing the fact that I like him a lot
without that one pop of butterflies in my stomach
or stars in my eyes.
But instead, it’s just peace.
A calming interest that doesn’t cease.
It would definitely keep us talking for hours and hours.
Grateful I am for this friendship of ours.
What’s In Your Bag?
Do you carry your thoughts
the way you carry heavy books everyday?
Is your back hurting
from all the burden you’re hiding away?
Why don’t you unzip that bag
and say the words you want to say?
When will you drop everything
and just tell me if you’re really okay?
Rest
Sit down
Earphones out
Music on
Breathe in
Eyes closed
Breathe out
Settle down
Essential
Days like this are essential
Days spent sitting, staring
Resting
Savoring the wind
Healing
Admiring the view
Reflecting
Thinking about the future
Dreaming
Days spent doing nothing at all
Are days that let you pause from this fast-paced world
Letting you breathe, think, and choose
What truly is essential to keep
When Adventure Calls
When adventure calls, I can’t help but answer.
It’s that time of the year again where I get the chance to wander off with family, friends, or by myself. Boy have I been waiting for the school year to end so I can finally unwind guilt-free!
Tbh, even before school ended, I took the liberty to go places I’ve never been thanks to the help of some good friends and opportunities. Baguio and Tagaytay were both unforgettable trips I’ll cherish until who knows when. But I crave more.
I crave to see the magnificent views of Rizal, somewhere in Montalban
I crave to spend a moment with relatives back in Bulacan
I crave to dive the deep waters of Batangas just ’cause I can
I’m writing this knowing that my cravings will be satisfied very soon (even if my wallet disagrees) but my heart just can’t contain itself well when it comes to this.
When adventure calls, you’ll always find a way to answer. That’s just how it is.
Counting Chances
I like you
From the first time I saw you
To the second you met my eyes right there and then
From our third encounter
After my fourth subject ended, wondering how you’ve been
From the fifth notification
On the sixth time my phone buzzed, it’s been you ever since
I like you
or at least I did
If it weren’t for that unread text on the seventh of June
Or the eighth try and the ninth fail, I assumed
Or the tenth mixed signal I got from you
If it weren’t for that eleventh red flag when the clock hit the twelfth hand, I would’ve liked you still
But I’ve done the math!
And I therefore conclude that I won’t be counting chances with you again
Shiwaku
To that Japanese boy I grew up with
I hope you know how much I value each moment we spent together
Each swim
Each late night snack
Each small talk
Each stolen glances
I know you were nervous talking to me
I wouldn’t blame you, it’s been years since we uttered a sentence at each other
And I know how adolescents are
But thank you for trying your best to keep me company
You know that I’m happy about you finding your passion
The way you talked about it
I remember
How your eyes light up
And the excitement in your voice
How we both tried to keep the conversation going
You sharing a piece of your life with me
While I asked one question after another
I wasn’t joking when I told you that we’d play basketball when I got better at it but you laughed it off
I hope you won’t worry about your skin color anymore
But if you’re still insecure about it
I’ll tell you again like how I always do: it suits you well
Ken, I pray that you’d grow up to be the playful yet sweet boy that I met
Be that well-mannered type of guy who loves his family deeply
I pray that you’d mature in faith as well
Until then,
I’ll be a friend
And a sister
That’ll support you in your journey
Bring It On
When I was younger
I enjoyed being care-free
Waking up late
Playing non-stop
Basically worrying about nothing else
As I grew older
I slowly realized that life isn’t as simple as ABC
I began to notice that not everything is as easy as 123
Moments came where all I had in me was worry
But I promised myself when I was younger
That when I grow up, I won’t be a grumpy grown-up
I won’t lose the same sparkle in my eyes when thinking about the future
So despite the struggle of now
I wanna get the most out of my youth
With the right people
With a better mindset
With a faithful heart
So bring it on!
Night Owl Thoughts 